I suck at life As they say u can always be surprised by discovering new things about yourself.
I recently understood what was wrong with me. Nevermind the procrastination, i can admit that i do that quite often. I realized that i'm slow or reluctant to 'strike while the iron is hot'. I feel that i'm always playing the waiting game, waiting for something else better to come. Then i usually end up regretting later when i miss the opportunity that had already passed on. I keep questioning myself why do i NOT seize the day, live for the moment, just go for whatever i want to do. Why am i always afraid to do things, i'm always hesitant to go ahead with my life. I wished that i could for once have the mentality to do what i please without regretting in the future. I am so undecisive and wishy-washy that i really want to kill myself sometimes!!! Arghhh it's so frustrating to be me!!!!
Anyway i have to keep my fingers crossed to get the PM tickets. I waited a week till i could financially afford to buy the tickets and now they aren't readily available!!! i so wanna kick myself!!!! Geeee.. this isn't a very self-motivating post at all!!! oh well.. so i conclude that it sucks to be me.
shouted by yell @
3:55 PM
