maybe its the jet lag, maybe i've changed. who knows? I've had about enough crap and playing all those mind games with the two of you. All that sacarsm and friendly 'insults' have taken a toll on my positive well-being.
(Read: i no longer find them remotely amusing) It seems as if i'm a better friend to you all than you are to me. I don't really mind this but when it comes to a point when there really isn't much to talk about anymore, you know that is the break point.
I wonder if i'm least bit sorry that our friendship has to turn out the way it is, of course it could be just me on my part who is feeling weary. You know when you've had enough when you start to lie to yourself and defend that nothing is going wrong.
Even though i'm not much of a Horoscope believer most times, i hate to admit but i wanna take a moment and savor every minute of what it said yesterday:
Aquarius"If you're not in the mood to socialise with anyone but yourself, don't be forced into it. If anyone is perfectly happy with his own company, it's you. Until you truly want someone else around, feel free to hibernate."
Maybe i'll feel better as days go by. Only time will tell.
shouted by yell @
9:31 PM
