one down, 2 more to go, another next week. My life is never ending without tests and exams and assignments.
it makes me wonder whether college is all about pushing you to your limits and see if u fight back even harder.
I am beginning to experience a meltdown.. and i hope it goes away as soon as possible.
I wonder if its just me or its me having pms.. Why do i feel like i have to help others first over myself. For instance, when studying, i have to teach others first before finding time to study on my own. Don't u think i need isolation??? It seems that people depend more on me than i depend on them. It may be selfish for me to say this but i strongly feel that i give more than i receive. My mum used to tell me it was ok.. but when ok is too much to handle, does it become NOT ok? who knows.
I am such a bitch. I bitch about people all the time. I should be locked up on an island and live all by myself. I think i would like that best.
am thinking if i should setup a space account on msn.. however, risking the whole world to read my hidden thoughts and ideas. hmm.
shouted by yell @
1:21 PM
