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A tribute to a fren - a poem that i wrote for her
Ode to my 24
I've lived a quarter of my life, figuring out what to do with the rest
There have been ups and downs, moments of joys & sorrows
Nothing which i've not experienced so far.
To tell you frankly, it has not been easy.
Contrary to what my exterior exudes,
I question my actions and thoughts,
In a neverending battle deep down inside.
Be it family or friends, enemies or acquaintances,
They all think its easy being me.
I'm sick. Really sick of all this game of pretence.
No longer do I see the need,
to give in, pacify, pamper people who take me for granted.
I've decided that I want to be me.
A more honest me,
And that's how I want to live the rest of my life as.
Happy 24th to me.
Today i went for dinner with my colleagues. How fun. We went to No Signboard Seafood to eat. It was my colleague's treat. We had a good chat. But i kept silent most of the time. Maybe i felt kinda sad that it would be one of the last times i'd have another chance to hang out like that. I'll miss them. I need time to sink in. And i need to be fast about it. Happy Birthday, Dharma, u deserve this one.
shouted by yell @
10:25 AM
