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listening to : lilix - promises
Some things never change.
I find myself obliged to help each time im called upon to. How can i turn this feeling of obligation into willingness? I have to open up and not be so calculative. It's hard. really hard. sometimes i find myself fighting myself, like there's an inner battle within me.
I realise that im beginning not to have my own emotions. Like when people around me are happy, im happy. When people are sad, i sense their sorrow. Somehow, i've taken on the role of counselling and giving out advice or my two-cents worth. I'm not sure how people take my words, but i try.
Some how, got influenced by this song:
"Rainbow Connection"
Why are there so many songs about rainbows
What's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me
Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it
Look what it's done so far
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see?
All of us under its spell
We know that it's probably magic
Have you been half-asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
It may be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm supposed to be
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la
Yeah
Oh Jesse Cook was fabulous. Got his autograph and all.. and i've never seen a man/band so passionate about the music he plays. Heck the non-existent publicity, he doesn't need that. He's way better than mainstream music, that includes Santana.
Btw, if this is of any interest to you: I passed my Advanced Theory for driving, at first go! Yay me! Sorry for the lack of posting, blogging doesn't seem all that interesting as it used to be. I think Jane passed me her blog-bore bug. :p
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